Still Fat! Reloaded. Master Cleanse Day 1

Ok, here we go again.  Hopefully this will be the last time I start.  Not that this will be the last time I will BATTLE with my weight-- it will not, but it will be the last time I have to re-start because I can't remember the last time I cared about weight.  When I turn my head away, I get stressed and think about everything and everyone but myself, and I drown in food.  I need to continue to weigh myself, begin to eat healthy again, and start back on the right path without the attitude that this is a temporary fix.  Today is 28 May 2012, and I weighed in at 208.5.  I know-- more than I weighed when I was 8 months pregnant!  My pre-pregnancy weight was 135-145.  I would like to be there again.  I am taking one day at a time.  I started the master cleanse today with the lemonade, etc.  Not the best way to start a healthy lifestyle, but more of a reset button.  The last time I did this cleanse I didn't last for all 10 days, maybe the better part of 7, but I lost weight, and because it changed my eating habits, I lost more weight after the cleanse.  I will begin my healthy journey today, and begin to record my struggles here.